About a girl's life w/ no love *part 4*

Saturday, 19th march 2011.. *sunny*

Hmm..
Nothing seemed interesting today because well, nothing that make me interested..
I'm bored and there's nothing that i can do about it..
Well..
It's just i missed this blog._.
LOL!

About a girl's life w/ no love *part 3*

Tuesday, 1st March 2011.. *cloudy*


It's the first day of march..
Hmm..
I hope there'll be something good..
And i never EVER hopes for love..

But,
I wish there's something that fascinate me and help me to reach my dream as musician..

And today..
I learn about option..
And how to choose an option..

There's something you should know, it's called decision..
We make decision from every minutes that we passed..

For example, when we are about to eat in a restaurant, you'll choose what you wanna eat..
That's a decision..

Sometimes you'll get confused and lost in an option..
When you're wrong, you'll think you' wont be happy..

But you're wrong..

If you had a wrong decision, don't complaining..
You can fix it OR you can continued your decision w/ a big smile..

Most of people said that learning the mistakes from the past will make your life better than now..
But noo noo..
I wont think it that way..

If you learn your mistake, don't you think you would get wrong and fall into a same trap?
But you can't hide or running from your mistakes either, that'll make everything goes wrong..

In the past, i'll always hide from my mistakes..
I AM running..
But i don't know where to go..

Every time i goes wrong, i'll avoid it..
I was thinking that that wrong thing would go if i avoid it..
But noo noo..
It makes everything goes worse than before..

I was thinking that suicide is an option and it's the best way for me..

When i about to suicide, i looked at my *new* guitar..
I think, for what my parents bought me a nice and cool guitar and it's for professional IF the daughter who would be playing it's gone?

I still have a dream and i don't wanna let it flow away..

That's my decision..
And i started to get up..
I started to follow my OWN lead..
My OWN path..
And NOBODY will change it..

So, what's your decision today?

If you confused, just think what will you do if you reach this and what'll you do if you reach that?

You just can't take the easier step..
Like, taking people's life..
Copying people's path..
Or else..

If you like something and you want to reach it, just goes for it!
Don't care if the world called you crazy or stupid..
Because that's your path..
That's your lead..
That's what you can..
That's what you love..

Doesn't matter if you fall..
Because everything's happen for a reason..
And there'll be the way out out there..

Start  saying "I CAN" besides "I WILL"..
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